My new sounds:
Me reconhecendo, me conhecendo, me curando… Deixa eu falar, deixa eu sentir, deixa eu cantar!
Sick. I’m not willing to write one those big paragraphs about how sick I am cause it will only make it worse inside my head - but yes, I’m sick. Yesterday I weighted myself and it triggered me… Again. Recovery feels hard, and I really don’t want to follow that path, but I have to if I want to go back to college and have a proper professional and personal life. Ana has taken away my sanity, I’m getting it back. I’ll win this time, although it seems almost impossible.
An ED isn’t something to be appreciated. Most of you don’t get any close of the real danger to health that it is, so PLEASE, don’t pretend you know what is like and DON’T fancy it. Runaway from it at the first signs, once you’re in, Ana doesn’t let you out.